You know that wildly anxious feeling you get when you think about all of the things that have to be done, all of the things that need to be paid for, all of the homework and studying waiting for your tired eyes, and so on and so forth?
That anxious feeling is a feeling I’ve been confronting for a few days now. I don’t just feel anxiety as a heavy pace in my heart and a scrambled mind..I feel it throughout my entire body.
And sometimes, all I need to do is sit down with a bowl of cereal, a hot cup of coffee, Iron & Wine, and simply think…
Everything that has to be done, will be done..in the moment that I choose to do it. I have payments to make that may or may not wipe out my bank account..but the things I will be paying for, I made a commitment to paying back..so I will replenish my funds accordingly. Its nothing to stress about, its motivation to go to work and do the best job I can so that at the end of the night, everything pays off. The next couple of months are going to be tight..I knew this, and I’m ready for it. I’ve learned to not allow stress and anxiety to dominate my mind and body..it won’t move me forward. As my mom says…it will happen if its supposed to happen. I’ve also learned to not be afraid to ask for help..everyone needs help from time to time, I’m not exception.
As far as school work goes…well I love school more than anything, I just need to readjust my focus so that I don’t avoid doing work simply because I feel irritated or stressed. What needs to be done, will be done..as long as I choose to do it.
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fearsandfrustrations reblogged this from skinnyhealth and added:
You’re not alone. The...falling behind is like drowning. You panic,
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dollcult said:
YES…. i know that feeling well.
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